hunger games trilogy || starters

veilled:

feel free to change pronouns , tenses , etc .
❝ _{it takes 10 times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart .}❞
❝ _{why am i not dead ? i should be dead .}❞
❝ _{having an eye for beauty isn’t the same thing has having a weakness .}❞
❝ _{i wish i could freeze this moment , right here , right now , & live in it forever .}❞
❝ _{no one really needs me .}❞
❝ _{remember , we’re madly in love , so it’s all right to kiss me anytime you feel like it .}❞
❝ _{i am not pretty . i am not beautiful . i am as radiant as the sun .}❞
❝ _{you love me . real or not real ?}❞
❝ _{ally . friend . lover . victor . enemy . fiancee . target . mutt . neighbor . hunter . ally. i’ll add it to the list of words i use to try to figure you out.}❞
❝ _{here it’s safe , here it’s warm .}❞
❝ _{i’m not like the rest of you . there’s no one left i love .}❞
❝ _{i’m very hard to catch , & if they can’t catch me , they can’t kill me .}❞
❝ _{stupid people are dangerous .}❞
❝ _{you don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope .}❞
❝ _{you’ve got about as much charm as a dead slug .}❞
❝ _{my nightmares are usually about losing you .}❞
❝ _{for there to be betrayal , there would have to have been trust first .}❞
❝ _{destroying things is much easier than making them .}❞
❝ _{here’s some advice . stay alive .}❞
❝ _{they’ll either want to kill you , kiss you , or be you .}❞
❝ _{you’re not leaving me here alone .}❞
❝ _{well , i don’t have much competition here .}❞
❝ _{you here to finish me off , sweetheart ?}❞
❝ _{i stand by what i said . do you want me to lie about it ?}❞
❝ _{because i’m selfish . i’m a coward .}❞
❝ _{you & me , we’re even . no more owed . you understand ?}❞
❝ _{if we burn , you burn with us .}❞
❝ _{what ? do you find this distracting ?}❞
❝ _{i can still rip your throat out .}❞
❝ _{where’s loverboy ?}❞
❝ _{i’m the kind of girl who , when she might actually be of use , would run to stay alive and leave those who couldn’t follow to suffer and die .}❞
❝ _{the kisses have the opposite effect , of make my need greater . i thought i was something of an expert on hunger , but this is an entirely new kind .}❞
❝ _{hope . hope is the only thing stronger than fear .}❞
❝ _{a spark could be enough to set them ablaze .}❞
❝ _{kind people have a way of working their way inside me and rooting there .}❞
❝ _{whatever breaks you .}❞
❝ _{i am in pain . that’s the only way i get your attention .}❞
❝ _{i’m not going anywhere . i’m going to stay here and cause all kinds of trouble .}❞
❝ _{imagine thousands of your people , dead . your loved ones , gone .}❞
❝ _{i hate being so alone .}❞
❝ _{don’t make me sorry i restarted your heart .}❞
❝ _{they will kill us .}❞
❝ _{you know , you could live a thousand lifetimes and not deserve him .}❞
❝ _{please feel free to take this personally .}❞
❝ _{at some point , you have to stop running & turn around and face whoever wants you dead .}❞
❝ _{aim higher in case you fall short .}❞
❝ _{some walks you have to take alone .}❞
❝ _{whatever breaks you .}❞
❝ _{well , you’re a piece of work , aren’t you ?}❞
❝ _{isn’t it strange that i know you’d risk your life to save mine , but i don’t even know what your favorite color is ?}❞
❝ _{you are my life .}❞
❝ _{i’m here to help you make an impression .}❞
❝ _{you have no idea . the effect you can have .}❞
❝ _{if desperate times call for desperate measures , then i am free to act as desperately as i wish .}❞
❝ _{so when did I become so special ?}❞
❝ _{you’re not afraid i’ll kill you tonight ?}❞
❝ _{technically , i am unarmed . but no one should underestimate the harm fingernails can do .}❞
❝ _{i doubt they’ll figure out our plan , since we can barely understand it ourselves .}❞
❝ _{mess with us & we’ll do something worse than kill you . we’ll kill your children .}❞
❝ _{you’re kind of squeamish for such a lethal person .}❞
❝ _{you’re not going to die . i forbid it . all right ?}❞
❝ _{i thought we had an agreement not to lie to each other.}❞
❝ _{closing my eyes doesn’t help . fire burns brighter in the darkness .}❞
❝ _{jealousy is certainly involved .}❞
❝ _{what is the worst pain ? to me , it’s always the pain that is present .}❞
❝ _{i’ve been down by the stream collecting berries . would you care for some ?}❞
❝ _{may the odds be ever in your favor .}❞
❝ _{what i need is the dandelion in the spring . the bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction . the promise that life can go on , no matter how bad our losses .}❞
❝ _{____ ? maybe some pants ?}❞
❝ _{i can’t tell what’s real anymore , & what’s made up .}❞
❝ _{i knew you’d kiss me .}❞

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JONATHAN SHAW is a character from the movie LOCKDOWN produced by Stephen Reynolds. All rights belong to him as I only play the character.

I don’t wanna say I’m HIGHLY SELECTIVE, but I don’t just follow anyone. I prefer 1 dollar over 100 pennies quite honestly. I sometimes do this to keep a clean dash.

I’m a mutuals only blog.

I reserve the RIGHT to decline a role play for whatever reason: I always read through people’s biographies and rules to make sure our characters can properly mesh.

Everything that you see on this profile has been made by me and me only. Don’t steal anything from me; I’ll know if you did, and I’ll make sure the world knows.

If you know me, you know that I’m a HUGE sucker for angst. Seriously, it’s my aesthetic and my second religion so feel free to throw something gut wrenching my way. 90% of this blog will be angst filled, 5% of it will be a rare form of fluff, and 5% of it will be crack.

I’m mildly comfortable with smut just as long as you’re over the age of 18. No exceptions to this rule because I SERIOUSLY don’t want the police knocking on my doorstep.

Descriptions of MENTAL DISORDERS will also come into play, seeing as Shaw is chemically imbalanced. If you feel as though you can’t continue with this, or due to graphic situations such as heavy bits of gore, violence, harsh language and such, then don’t follow. DO IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.

Don’t.Rush.Me.For.Replies.2.K.5.EVA.

Ships are QUESTIONABLE in this profile, only because Shaw is a heavily damaged individual. Should it happen, I prefer it to be through raw chemistry. That’s how you get something very genuine, much like you would in real life.

OOC drama WON’T BE TOLERATED. Anon hate WON’T be acknowledged either. Grow up, seriously.

I absofuckinglutely LOVE OC’S. Seriously, I love them...but I prefer if you’re not some sort of Mary Sue, ya feel? Have a rules page. Have a biography page setup. I wanna get a good grasp of your character before we start a little something or brief me through it privately.

Watering down my muse is something I won’t EVER do. I won’t make him ‘out of character’ for the sake of sparing a situation to progress at all. It’s ‘character development 101′ and I don’t wanna put it at a halt just to make you happy.

Just send me memes. Plot with me. Throw something my way. DO EVERYTHING WITH ME. Meeting new people is my jam and if we can create magic through writing, then even better.

CALL ME SLAYDE.

INTERNAL STIMULI

Full Name: Jonathan Lee Shaw
Preferred Name: Shaw
Pronouns: He/Him
Gender: CIS Male
Species: Humanoid
Date of Birth: December 7th
Year of Birth: 1982
Age: 32
Birth Place: Cincinnati, Ohio
Sexual Orientation: Heteromantic demisexual
Job Occupation: Detective

Information regarding his MOTHER and FATHER remain unknown. He doesn’t like to talk about them at all, disregarding them and placing them under ‘deceased’ in his profile.

There’s zero information regarding family expansion in terms of siblings. As far as everyone knows, he’s an only child.

Height: 1 . 93 m
Weight: 102 kg
Body Structure: Shaw is a generally athletic guy, although he isn’t stacked with too much muscle. He has a small waist with a broad upper torso and toned overall body. Being that he’s in law enforcement, he does everything possible to keep in shape.
Hair Color: Arguably light brown, though he’s blonde.
Hair Style: Usually slicked back or brushed back - he hardly likes to keep it down and over his face when he’s on the job. On casual occasions, he won’t brush it too much since he’ll have a hat on.
Eye Color: Icy blue, though it has a tendency to change to a darker hue when he seems upset.
Preferred Clothing Style: Leather jackets are always a must for him, one way or another. Long sleeved muscle shirts or long sleeved plain black shirts are his 'go to’ along with some 'Relentless’ brand jeans. He also likes to wear plain sports hats or beanies during the winter, and sometimes cover his hands with gloves on the job.
Facial & Genital Hair: Shaw isn’t the kind of man to let a beard grow at all - the most he’ll go without shaving his face is a week and a half tops. Too much hair makes him too itchy ; just a slight scruff is enough for him to want to shave. Chest hair sometimes is evident, though it’s almost like a five o clock shadow at best. From the waist down, he prefers to keep himself properly groomed and bald, even though it’s a lot of maintenance.

Drink: Almost every single day - his preferred drink is classic whiskey and bourbon.
Smoke: Sometimes he’ll smoke a cigarette, though it’s very rare unless he’s extremely stressed out. He prefers Red Malboro’s.
Drugs: Chewing tobacco is his 'go to’ but on rare occasions. He used to smoke weed and do heroin when he was younger.
Phobias: Cleisiophobia [ fear of being locked in a closed place ] - Pediophobia [ fear of dolls ]
Positive Traits: Sharp. Disciplined. Adventurous. Honest. Trust worthy. Witty. Sarcastic. Loyal.
Negative Traits: Apathetic. Distant. Selfish. Greedy. Vengeful. Predatory. Nihilistic. Hostile. Eccentric.
Personality Alignment: Chaotically Neutral