❛ and walk.
❜
she added, reminding herself of bruised knees and scratchy palms. losing it all at the table only to be stomped lower on the concrete after a drunken misstep. she wished she could blame more people around her, but the list was modicum and distant. she could only blame herself. numero uno, on that fine paper line.
‘ you think you could have a shot at anything else?
❜
life’s too short to get good enough at one thing.
“That means BELIEVING in regret.”
That was such a TOXIC word to even fit into his vernacular. What he did for a living was something he CRAVED, even though there was a lot of blood on his hands. The demons were loud SURE, but that didn’t stop him from completing his task.
It was still HINDERING his chance at TRUE FREEDOM.
“I’m TIED DOWN to what I do. The only way out is through a bullet wound.”
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✓ new writing partners
✓ platonic relationships
✓ new plot discussions
✓ relationships of any capctiy
✓ character development questions
✕ anon hate wont be displayed
✕ anon hate wont be acknowledged
✕ anon hate wont be tolerated
JONATHAN SHAW is a character from the movie LOCKDOWN produced by Stephen Reynolds. All rights belong to him as I only play the character.
I don’t wanna say I’m HIGHLY SELECTIVE, but I don’t just follow anyone. I prefer 1 dollar over 100 pennies quite honestly. I sometimes do this to keep a clean dash.
I’m a mutuals only blog.
I reserve the RIGHT to decline a role play for whatever reason: I always read through people’s biographies and rules to make sure our characters can properly mesh.
Everything that you see on this profile has been made by me and me only. Don’t steal anything from me; I’ll know if you did, and I’ll make sure the world knows.
If you know me, you know that I’m a HUGE sucker for angst. Seriously, it’s my aesthetic and my second religion so feel free to throw something gut wrenching my way. 90% of this blog will be angst filled, 5% of it will be a rare form of fluff, and 5% of it will be crack.
I’m mildly comfortable with smut just as long as you’re over the age of 18. No exceptions to this rule because I SERIOUSLY don’t want the police knocking on my doorstep.
Descriptions of MENTAL DISORDERS will also come into play, seeing as Shaw is chemically imbalanced. If you feel as though you can’t continue with this, or due to graphic situations such as heavy bits of gore, violence, harsh language and such, then don’t follow. DO IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Don’t.Rush.Me.For.Replies.2.K.5.EVA.
Ships are QUESTIONABLE in this profile, only because Shaw is a heavily damaged individual. Should it happen, I prefer it to be through raw chemistry. That’s how you get something very genuine, much like you would in real life.
OOC drama WON’T BE TOLERATED. Anon hate WON’T be acknowledged either. Grow up, seriously.
I absofuckinglutely LOVE OC’S. Seriously, I love them...but I prefer if you’re not some sort of Mary Sue, ya feel? Have a rules page. Have a biography page setup. I wanna get a good grasp of your character before we start a little something or brief me through it privately.
Watering down my muse is something I won’t EVER do. I won’t make him ‘out of character’ for the sake of sparing a situation to progress at all. It’s ‘character development 101′ and I don’t wanna put it at a halt just to make you happy.
Just send me memes. Plot with me. Throw something my way. DO EVERYTHING WITH ME. Meeting new people is my jam and if we can create magic through writing, then even better.
Full Name: Jonathan Lee Shaw Preferred Name: Shaw Pronouns: He/Him Gender: CIS Male Species: Humanoid Date of Birth: December 7th Year of Birth: 1982 Age: 32 Birth Place: Cincinnati, Ohio Sexual Orientation: Heteromantic demisexual Job Occupation: Detective
Information regarding his MOTHER and FATHER remain unknown. He doesn’t like to talk about them at all, disregarding them and placing them under ‘deceased’ in his profile.
There’s zero information regarding family expansion in terms of siblings. As far as everyone knows, he’s an only child.
Height: 1 . 93 m Weight: 102 kg Body Structure: Shaw is a generally athletic guy, although he isn’t stacked with too much muscle. He has a small waist with a broad upper torso and toned overall body. Being that he’s in law enforcement, he does everything possible to keep in shape. Hair Color: Arguably light brown, though he’s blonde. Hair Style: Usually slicked back or brushed back - he hardly likes to keep it down and over his face when he’s on the job. On casual occasions, he won’t brush it too much since he’ll have a hat on. Eye Color: Icy blue, though it has a tendency to change to a darker hue when he seems upset. Preferred Clothing Style: Leather jackets are always a must for him, one way or another. Long sleeved muscle shirts or long sleeved plain black shirts are his 'go to’ along with some 'Relentless’ brand jeans. He also likes to wear plain sports hats or beanies during the winter, and sometimes cover his hands with gloves on the job. Facial & Genital Hair: Shaw isn’t the kind of man to let a beard grow at all - the most he’ll go without shaving his face is a week and a half tops. Too much hair makes him too itchy ; just a slight scruff is enough for him to want to shave. Chest hair sometimes is evident, though it’s almost like a five o clock shadow at best. From the waist down, he prefers to keep himself properly groomed and bald, even though it’s a lot of maintenance.
Drink: Almost every single day - his preferred drink is classic whiskey and bourbon. Smoke: Sometimes he’ll smoke a cigarette, though it’s very rare unless he’s extremely stressed out. He prefers Red Malboro’s. Drugs: Chewing tobacco is his 'go to’ but on rare occasions. He used to smoke weed and do heroin when he was younger. Phobias: Cleisiophobia [ fear of being locked in a closed place ] - Pediophobia [ fear of dolls ] Positive Traits: Sharp. Disciplined. Adventurous. Honest. Trust worthy. Witty. Sarcastic. Loyal. NegativeTraits: Apathetic. Distant. Selfish. Greedy. Vengeful. Predatory. Nihilistic. Hostile. Eccentric. Personality Alignment: Chaotically Neutral
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